Forgetfulness is a form of freedom. Kahill Gibran, Lebanese-American writer, poet.
How often do we say, I forgot….the keys, the sweater, the name, the birthday, the number? For most of us of a certain age, some forgetfulness is routine. But what about those whose past has slipped away, those whose last five minutes are gone?
As I interviewed daughters for my book on mother loss, I found it particularly heart-rending when I talked to daughters who are losing or have lost their mothers to Alzheimer’s disease. One woman said, “My mother is lost but not gone.” This mother has forgotten her daughter and everyone else who was important to her yet she is still alive and may live for many more years. One daughter’s story exemplified Gibran’s quote. She said, “My mother used to have great anxiety and worry. As a result, she was often angry and depressed. Now, because of her dementia, she is free of worry and is experiencing joy.” This daughter knows her mother’s situation will worsen but in the meantime she is embracing the moment.
Perhaps you have lost or are losing your mother or other loved one to this terrible disease. I can’t imagine what pain you’re experiencing but I can stand beside you and support you through it.
Affirmation: My brain is alive and well.
Coaching question: What does your ability to think, remember, reason mean to you? Don’t take it for granted, be grateful.
Life after losing a mother 
We haven’t had to live with this disease in our family to-date. But Glen and I had often talked about how awful we thought this would be. Friends are struggling with loved ones who are leaving them but still alive. It tries ones soul.
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It is a horrible disease. I’ve interviewed a daughter whose mother started with it when she was in her 40s. Glad you’ve been spared.
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